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Well, since my last post I have gotten a year older and Christmas has past. Many of times I said I’ve needed to update but time would never allow it. I have started my spring cleaning a little early, the first part of December, I have forgotten how much of a pack rat I was, and as many times as I have moved I would have figured I would (keep it lite) I have thrown so much stuff away and still have a lot to go through it is crazy. Its made me feel better in my personal living space, where I write, compose, meditate, talk to the things around me and other workings.

feels good man!!

I guess I could call it a physical cleaning, getting things in order

The guy won’t break his arm for science

I find it funny that people are outraged at the discovery channels eaten alive.. The viewers are mad that Paul Rosalie was not fully eaten alive but he had to tap out after the anaconda  had gotten as far his safety helmet due to the snake crushing grip on his arm.

Did people actually think the guy was going to get eaten? These same people and more would have been outraged if discovery would haven shown the man being fully eaten alive. You know it and I know it!!


The twitter comments are the best

See ya November

It’s been quiet here, just have not had time to update. Thanksgiving Holiday was ok, its always just ok.. Most of the the family was off doing their own thing and i had Thanksgiving with my kiddo. When you see or hear from family often the holidays are just as any normal day to me.. I think it would be different with a big extended family.. Just my opinion on it anyways.

In march my son got his first dog and named her Molly. Myself and my friend had taken one of the racecars out to a Jamboree where people could see it, kids could get in it and such, they also had a pet adoption there, which is where we saw Molly. She was going to be put down a few days later if not adopted which we found out later so I’m very thankful we got her.

My son went right to this dog as the dog to him and stayed in his arms most of that day and every time my son would pass the dog off to me the dog would cry and want him back. We bring the dog home and quickly go through the having the create at night, the whining till they get use to it, to shutting all doors and potty training and such. You know, all the fun times 🙂

Molly learned quick that in a jump into my lap she could go anywhere I was going and would do this often, she became my lap dog. She reminded me of my favorite dog when I was younger so i enjoyed her a lot.

This past Sunday she was sadly run over while playing out in the yard. My kid is taking it well and knows she’s gone, but myself? I miss her already. I know when i get home from work soon she won’t be there waiting for me on the other side of that door waiting to jump in my lap and dog kisses like crazy.

I don’t know maybe I’m just too much of a animal lover, or she’d just reminding me a lot of my favorite dog growing up as a kid, I’m not sure. I Just know she will be missed

Awakening Voices

I had a pretty good weekend. worked some and spent some time and had some drinks with a good friend. Over the couple of days though I’ve had crazy dreams that are all over the place.

Last night into this morning was one of those dreams, that towards the end I could tell I had someone in my bed moving as a I move which woke me.. I moved again and heard the sound but just thought i was just that damn sleepy and went back to sleep.

It was then I heard a voice in my ear say ” James? ” I woke up then heard ” who are you” At this point I wasn’t going back to bed and it wasn’t because i was scared. I was the opposite, Every excited!!

This isn’t the first time this has happened and sometimes can happen very often, yes sometimes “they” have something to say. Now I no way or have ever claim or have claimed to be a medium but I have always had a knack for communicating with other things around us.

i use a simple EVP setup where I can hear response in real time.. i can get very little chatter and other times get so much response back that i have a hard time making out who is saying what. I save the playback then to go through things for later.

I’ve seen some cool things over the years, photos, good evps and for the first time this year saw some objects being moved on command.

I’ll plan on some evp session tonight, but if I can actually get to it tonight i’m not sure, Mondays are crazy and by the end of the day i’m exhausted

Drained from what?

I spent the weekend from Friday to Sunday night non-stop always on the move, and it has felt like I got nothing done! I hate when that happen’s because I just feel unaccomplished and drained. I did manage to get my mobile studio up and running, now I just have to find time to do some recording.  Going to go ahead a do a blast on my main PC as well, it’s been over a year since the last one and it’s always good to clean up the clutter and such..

Ello.Logo_512 feel free to follow (click the smiley)

I don’t see it being the next facebook but I see it having it own nitch, like G-plus and tumblr  does. I don’t really post too much on facebook like i used to, when your fokes and grandparents get on board then it’s time to pack up shop haha. I just use to to keep touch with some family i don’t see much and my racing friends/pages..

Anarchy, The New Fashon


I’m reading earlier today about Russell Brand being at a protest in the UK with the tag line ” new Anarchist leader?” with the repeated used of the word anarchy.

Last time I checked, a protest rally does not equal anarchy or an anarchist movement, unless I’m missing something people today are missing the point of anarchy completely. Today’s Anarchy is more of a fashion trend topped off with a guy fawkes mask.

I grew up with an anarchist/hacktivist out look on a lot of things and for the most part i can say I “quietly” still do. even back then the word anarchy was always taken by people the wrong way. Most of it was people being under educated and the fear of the word. Much like the reaction some people get with the words wiccan or pagan.

If you sat down with the young protesters and explained anarchy views would they care, I don’t think so. They will move on when the fad does. Then again it’s all part of growing up and developing ones own personality.


Getting there one step at a time. Went ahead and got my name back. I figured if I didn’t do it now that I may loose steam on this and like I said, I want to see where this goes!

Mid Terms

Annnnnd It’s over! That should kill the robo calls for awhile.

I’ve been recording some videos and meaning to put something new up but SOA, AHS and TWD have been getting the best of me.. besides those shows and when they end for the season I rarely watch TV. I did get into The Americans, but toward the end of last season I got tied up in race stuff and didn’t see the end. I DVR it but then I don’t want to watch it to catch up so I just delete it.

What May Become

So I’ve done this off and on over the years with various projects but nothing ever really shaped the way i wanted to so these things were always canned.. So lets take another shot at this shell we. Can’t wait to see what happens!